and pointless times

i'm not worth giving up

your last dime

 

i let you down

can't stand my ground

i might as well just

give you a crown

 

cuz you're the queen of my envy

everything i can't be

dodging doubt while i figure things out

now that i'm always asking you for provisions

i'm insecure without your standing self-suffience

 

i'll find a new job

to pay the rent

get reestablished

and repay my debt

 

and you'll be there

my crutch of care

while i finally

make my share